Saturday, January 31, 2009

Yesterday & The Present

A Friday night, decided to stay home, spend time with the moms, and inay. =]its fun being around them, hella chill. thats what i like about being around people, anyone really, even if im not, i like how im not the type of person that gets bored easily.

but i do have my down side…yeah, i started thinking again...i like to surround myself with guys.. just cause there are those really cool guys that are down just to kick it. i love how there so…like GUYS. they dont talk shit, or about boys..hahah all the freakin time. they're hella just CHILL. i love that. thats why i have alot of guy friends. ha. talking about this makes me smile. cuhs when im surrounded by people like them..my mind gets off everything else. and then theres my chosen few of my close girlfriends. haha. every time i see YOU KNOW WHO. i feel so tense. all bad right?

i know i know its all in my head. i really need to stop analyzing. dude.. this sucks.
well..i guess im still gonna deal with it for now. and stuffs.

so todays my friend stvens birthday. it was at applebees, and a the movies. but i didnt feel like spending money.. it could go to better things.. right? like to my family in the Philippines.
so today. i felt like stuck up kind of. idk why. =p i need to stop all these negative things about me! such a bad habbit. i cant help it though..its just me? its the way i am.

i started thinking about being blessed, and thankful rather than being sad. because i am really really blessed. thank you Jesus. i love you. i swear.

plum, i know you read this too. ahha ily :p

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