sick, literally

mannn so I've been stuck at home for the past two days already.

so, my mom went to Las Vegas yesterday, which leaves my grandma and I at home. She wont be back until Sat. (tomorro). I've been hella sick.

I was hella sad when i woke up for school, because I didnt have a ride to school, and I was still hella sick, so I just ended up staying home. I woke up, and found out i didnt have a ride, then i fell back asleep and around 9am this morning I heard my 82 year old grandma screaming, because she opened the front door, and my house alarm went off, and she was screaming "REGINE, REGINE!!! TURN OFF THE ALARM !! THE POLICE ARE COMING!!!"

my grandma just moved in a few months ago, so she doesnt know how to turn the alarm on or off. Obviously.

i got up hella fast, and turned it off. and luckily the police didnt come, because the alarm only went off for 1min, or less, good thing im not a hellla deep sleeper.

then, i went to the garage to let my dog outside, and right when i turned around, i saw shit and piss on the floor next to the car. YES, my dog freakin took a dump and piss in my garage. and guess who had to clean it up? ME. mhm.

then i realized how much I was going to miss at school, since I'm stuck here at home... Prom Ticket Sales, And Prom Royalty meeting. ughhh. >:[

I feel like I've been in the house for YEARS already, all ive been doing is play counter-strike, and watch t.v. & play more video games. I couldnt even go to drumline practice. wtf. Yesterday, my internet wasn't working , neither was my house phone. So...I feel like im a slave in jail. :(

AND THEN, yesterday , i found out that my pit instructor walked out on us, and has a fifty-fifty % chance of seriously quiting, and if that happens, im doomed for life...

well on the bright side...it was jeffreys birthday on the 26th, and we went to eat at matsuris in benicia, and got hella good sushi for hella little money :)))) thanks to....leoooonarrrd.

Here are some pics, that wont be on myspace....

I gave MYSPACE UP for lent. so thats why i wont be on for a while...

mmkay, well. time for more video games.... :p

=)

On Presidents day, i went to Fujis, with My moma & jeffffffffff, it was his first time. yay. :) only $12.95, sonnyyy.

I have a prom date =)

On valentines day, I had a competition at Rodriguez. Woke up late, left school on time, and preformed at 11ish. Awards finished around 3, and got home around 3:30 ish. (btw, we tied w/fairfield & took first. ) I started playing on my piano when i got home...blahblahblah...few mins later, my mom calls me upstairs, she said i was in trouble because "she found something in my room". I was finnuh shit in my pants ! iwas hella scared. so i walked upstairs slowly...and opened my door, and my room was decorated like that ^^^ ?!

I couldnt believe what i saw, haha. So basically, while I was at my competition, my mom drove back home , and let Jeffrey decorate my room. He wasnt there when i got to see it though, b/c he had comp in San Jose. SO there was this "suprise" letter on my bed with baloons around it. He said happy valentines day..blahblahblha.hope you like what i did for you...blah blah..will you go to prom with me? " =) my room doesnt look that decorated but it was, looks better in person too.

this made my day. I would've never thought he'd do something like that because, hes not romantic or anythang... so yea. :)

Squaw Valley

So last wednesday, i went to Sqaw Valley in Lake Tahoe. It was my first time there, and i was soo excited to goo. We left at 6:30am, and got there like at 11:30pm! The bus ride took hella long b/c we stopped hella times to put the snow chains on, and take em off, and put em on again >=[
So we ended up only having 2 1/2 hours to board. OMGAH, but once we got there...it was CRACKIN! the snow, the weather, the people, the food the everything there was hella dopppe. too bad if ya didnt goo. but i cant stop thinking about it, thats how great it was. I was with Brian & Jeffrey most of the time. We went on like three diamond runs, and other dope ass runs.
heres the map:
http://www.squaw.com/squaw-valley-usa-mountain-map

i want to go back before the season ends, hopefully the end of this month. :))))))))))
Im going to try my best to convince my brothaaa.

alright, i got practice from 9am-6pm tmro :(
goodnight.

Not really

"la dolce vita"

but not for me.

Im Falling...

In & Out. How is that possible?

Idk, but i feel it.

whata week

damn, so one of my most productive weeks!. so since the last time i posted...i was talking about crab feed comin up. Wel, that day, i woke up for school at 7 then, i couldnt even get up! like my body felt hella light.. i was scared. but my mom said my body was over fatigue. and yeahh...cuhs the day before... i got home at 10 at night cuhs of DL practice, and yeahhh. soo i ended up sleeping around 12-1 am . cuhs of homework. /=

CRAB FEED.
this year it was good/okay/alright i guess. i was hella trippin in the beginning. i was getting hella annoyed though. cuhs it was kinda unorganized while we were setting up. And on top of that, the parents were yelling, not crackin. but as time went by, i was put in charge for decorations. big woop. yeahh, idk though... i feel like i just dont belong anymore. not wanted... i was hella sad... i couldnt even talk to jeff about it... and i just kept putting it off. damn... but other than that...we played and it was pretty good. and once i started serving.. i forgot about everything else and cheered up. =) $14 tip. THANKS to spotty for taking over my shift during my break =p
yeahh, it was a success though. we made around $1000 just on raffles. :D and like $410 on Tips .
not bad. I was so tired that night.

FIRST COMP; Amador Valley High
deyumm, not much to say about this one. BUT while we preformed...it felt good, wasnt nervous, felt like i was at practice...there was alot of "off" moments throughout the pit and battery. butttt we'll fix that! and on the way there, i fell asleep. ha good nap though. yap, what else, we took 2nd outa 2. yap, mmmmmmm..... :) SO i tried to make it to awards...but i was hungry....so i went eat instead...then i started walking towards the gym. with..ben. then we saw every one walking the opposite direction! aghhh. hah, yes we missed it.. then i asked Vallejo kids if it was over. they said yeah. btw, you vallejo kids are nice :) i left early, and went to my cousins debut....

Maes Debut

it was crackin. hellla people. too many niggas not enough...you know. yeah. music/dj was cooh, but some ppl were posted, and i felt uncomfortable cuhs i didnt know anyone really...but i re-met this guy, we used to play when we were little..and he looks hella diff now.. i mean ofcourse why wouldnt he...its been like years... but i remember when he gave me one of those sour airhead candies,when we were little, and he told me to try it.. and when i noticed it was sour..he took it and let it run under water so the sour taste would go away. :) aw. haha.
oh and there was this guy that sang for my cousin...and he was HELLA good. omgah....my heart almost melted right then and there...imma ask him to sing at my cotillion :) ill post pictures up later.. i hella cried when i did my cousins speech. couldnt help it dangit. yeah, slept over, and watched her open her moneys & gifts this morning. got home, and worked on the dangit gatsby pproject with mark.a, jeffrey, pam, & huong. haha its funny so far. and due tmro. we're screwweed. no dvd, just a USB.

Stuff To Be Excited for:
Rodriguez Comp
Snowboarding with the Cousins
Reno with the Cousins
this weekend baby ;)

I'm Hella sleepy, and my thinking almost took over me again, until i read another blog about the comp yesterday.... but i just noticed...that when i see something that i get jelous of...i feel unsatisfied...i know its all in my head...but its hella hard to control...trust me. i tried to get rid of it... =( night.

High School?

damn, well good news is that i got my board back forsure. yess. im so happy that i dont have to waste my money to buy a new one! now i dont have to rent. yes. lesson learned!

short day today...now that i think about it, it went by pretty slow. but its cooh, wasnt boring. yeah, ive been thinking about how time is going by so fast. and what ive gotten myself into. For example, Leadership, after all these years since/before i got to high school, ive always wanted to be in Leadership. I mean dont get me wrong, i like it. Its just not what i expected. I thought we would have muster, but nope. So now its Ramos. I really think his head is going to explode soon. Poor guy. Hes good at what he does, its just hes teaching and doing alot of things already! doing too much.

Well, next year is my senior year, and i have alot of plans for the next school year. It just sucks though, because I want to do all these things that other schools do and MORE, but there isnt that much financial support. SO, hopefully, we can find a way to fundraise better. Because Bethel is weak compared to other schools. i mean, activity wise, for example, boat cruise, and home coming floats. I'm tired of people looking down at our school.. but theres nothing we can really do, but do our best.

Worked on the Gatsby Project today. hahaha, hella ate. but its coooh. we got this on lock.

Oh & after school, had a meeting with the section leaders for DL. Its another repeat ...thats the bad news today. =[ . what ever decision we make, we're f*cked. damn...

what else...well i dont feel as bussy as i thought i'd be. which is a good thing. crab feed is coming up, and so is jeffs birthday! well kinda. gotta start savin up for his gift. shooooo.

First comp this Sat. .. .. . ... . . . . .

dont expect SO much. thats all im gonna say.

Im out.

for todays random word: "TYPICAL"

dennys day

couldnt go. fuck ends in 17mins. F*ck

im in leadership PENIS<<- marvin yuson put that. (Thatmarvieezekidd) class.

cRITICAL CRITICAL EVERYTHING IS CRITICAL.

SO

today i kept thinking when i got home.
and someone made me realize, that its all in my head.
i can really say, ive been blessed with such a great friend. JP. thanks duude.
for just listening.

thanks to ALL my friends, family, & bf for listening to all my bs, and copin with my dumb problems that arent really problems compared to others .

omg. im on the phone with jeffrey, and hes making wierd sounds like a cow thats kawawa =(

hahah wierdoooooooo =p

today was a good day.

and imma miss you EDDIEENEEEEEEEEE! :D

"no body no body but YOU *clap clap* " repeat 2X