A Friday night, decided to stay home, spend time with the moms, and inay. =]its fun being around them, hella chill. thats what i like about being around people, anyone really, even if im not, i like how im not the type of person that gets bored easily.
but i do have my down side…yeah, i started thinking again...i like to surround myself with guys.. just cause there are those really cool guys that are down just to kick it. i love how there so…like GUYS. they dont talk shit, or about boys..hahah all the freakin time. they're hella just CHILL. i love that. thats why i have alot of guy friends. ha. talking about this makes me smile. cuhs when im surrounded by people like them..my mind gets off everything else. and then theres my chosen few of my close girlfriends. haha. every time i see YOU KNOW WHO. i feel so tense. all bad right?
i know i know its all in my head. i really need to stop analyzing. dude.. this sucks.
well..i guess im still gonna deal with it for now. and stuffs.
so todays my friend stvens birthday. it was at applebees, and a the movies. but i didnt feel like spending money.. it could go to better things.. right? like to my family in the Philippines.
so today. i felt like stuck up kind of. idk why. =p i need to stop all these negative things about me! such a bad habbit. i cant help it though..its just me? its the way i am.
i started thinking about being blessed, and thankful rather than being sad. because i am really really blessed. thank you Jesus. i love you. i swear.
plum, i know you read this too. ahha ily :p
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
Unexpected
yayy. today, was a good day =)
had Yos Sushi for the first time, and it was NOT over rated. its as good as everyone said it is. yummm. =) had icecream for only 2 bucks! a dollar per scoop.
everythings going good. except for my family...a terrible incident happened in the Philippines. On my moms side, cousins were murdered. stabbed to death. its a long story, and was on the Filipino channel News yesterday.. im just tryna be here for my mom... its really traumatizing..
usually, I'd hear crazy stories of people, or a family being murdered, but I'd never think of it happening to my own family.
It was so unexpected, I learned that you might THINK you know someone really well but you really don't know them at all.. lifes crazy these days..
Loosing alot of family in the Philippines right now... I mean, its really sad, but I'm not really close to them. Ive only been to the P.I once, and my mom was raised there, so I cant really know how it feels to be my mom right now..
for those who read this, just please keep us in your prayers, and dont forget to pray for your own. because you might not think this will not happen to your own, but it can. Sorry for being so straight foward, but i didnt think it would happen to mine, but it did. God Bless everyone & peace.
Regine.
had Yos Sushi for the first time, and it was NOT over rated. its as good as everyone said it is. yummm. =) had icecream for only 2 bucks! a dollar per scoop.
everythings going good. except for my family...a terrible incident happened in the Philippines. On my moms side, cousins were murdered. stabbed to death. its a long story, and was on the Filipino channel News yesterday.. im just tryna be here for my mom... its really traumatizing..
usually, I'd hear crazy stories of people, or a family being murdered, but I'd never think of it happening to my own family.
It was so unexpected, I learned that you might THINK you know someone really well but you really don't know them at all.. lifes crazy these days..
Loosing alot of family in the Philippines right now... I mean, its really sad, but I'm not really close to them. Ive only been to the P.I once, and my mom was raised there, so I cant really know how it feels to be my mom right now..
for those who read this, just please keep us in your prayers, and dont forget to pray for your own. because you might not think this will not happen to your own, but it can. Sorry for being so straight foward, but i didnt think it would happen to mine, but it did. God Bless everyone & peace.
Regine.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Snow=)
Finally, I went to the snow. Went snowboarding with jenny, marvin and my mama. yesss =) i<3snow. memories =")">boomtown (to eat)>reno/circus circus/>play>sleep>eat>play>done. ahhh. the people i invited, that didnt go. ya missed out. hah, sorry. seriously though.
Luck?
This whole weekend we were seriously lucky. Okay, so on the way there it really felt like an hour 1/2 drive! then, nightboarding lift tickets cost $25 , and some lady offers us 2 lift tickets for $10 each! i was like no wayy, this cant be real. We bought them from her and they were valid ! Then we got a free room at boomtown/ & free food. Then we felt like going to circus circus, and ended up staying there, and got another FREE ROOM! wthek? but wait theres more..we got 30 Free coupons for playing those games in circus circus. omg. hella lucky. and we got home safely. =) i love free stuff dont you? hah.
I have hella homework doe. danng, its worth it all. =)
crackinest 3day weekend ever. and its just the start of a new beginning =) yeee. '09.
CHANGE IS COMING.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
bad habit
i told myself i would not be insecure, but i can't help it.
especially after what i've been through. i hate this. its only at certain times...idk who to trust anymore. =(
especially after what i've been through. i hate this. its only at certain times...idk who to trust anymore. =(
Sunday, January 11, 2009
roller coaster & someone
boooo, i hate flakes. =[ i was suppose to watch bethels' guard preform at their evals, but my ride flaked. geeze thanks alot. than called hella people, but everyone was doing their own thing. woke leonard up. ahah sorrry beb. insted, just chilled with jenny,jordan, and jason. went to target and bought pineapple express. that movie is hella funny. and bought pizza & crazy bread betcchh.
report card came...dissappointing...yes. /= but i am doing my best. i failed first semester of math..if i hadnt got so bigheaded. geeze . so im going to take "cyber high" hopefully ill PASS this time. but other than that. .. my new years resolutions are.. not going as planned. besides going to church more. :) theres one bright side.
theres just that one person in the back of my mind, that just inspires me. of what they've become..its like ...wierd i guess. they came from another country, and its amazing of the person they've become. ive felt so close when we first met. but nothing. no nothing. just ...idk? like i said its wierd.. i want to talk to them...but im scared... hahaha. :) new friend , your hella dope. but its not worth all the hurting. kay? its not worth it..i barely see you. but when i did once this new year began.. ive tried to avoid you. just cause. i know what your going through. and its hard. and you just have to be strong. one day, i promise. ill get rid of alla that wierdness and ill try to just to be myself. haah. i hate when you try to get to know someone, but they dont want to get to knw you back. you suuuuuuuuuuuck. ha. jk
more later.
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report card came...dissappointing...yes. /= but i am doing my best. i failed first semester of math..if i hadnt got so bigheaded. geeze . so im going to take "cyber high" hopefully ill PASS this time. but other than that. .. my new years resolutions are.. not going as planned. besides going to church more. :) theres one bright side.
theres just that one person in the back of my mind, that just inspires me. of what they've become..its like ...wierd i guess. they came from another country, and its amazing of the person they've become. ive felt so close when we first met. but nothing. no nothing. just ...idk? like i said its wierd.. i want to talk to them...but im scared... hahaha. :) new friend , your hella dope. but its not worth all the hurting. kay? its not worth it..i barely see you. but when i did once this new year began.. ive tried to avoid you. just cause. i know what your going through. and its hard. and you just have to be strong. one day, i promise. ill get rid of alla that wierdness and ill try to just to be myself. haah. i hate when you try to get to know someone, but they dont want to get to knw you back. you suuuuuuuuuuuck. ha. jk
more later.
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Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Life
its 2:45 am. school is going to start in about 5 hours and i still can't sleep. I've tried, but i really can't. Its like I have winter break jet lag :( kawawa
anyways i just got back from palm springs last night. I went with my mama, Nikko. J, Justine.J, Arlo, and Lisa. it was helllaaa funn =] , and i learned so much. Even though what I'm doing is business and entrepreneur stuff, i love and cherish every thing about it, because not only do I learn about how to become a millionaire someday, but i learn so much about life in general, and how to make myself a better person. Leadership training is really good to experience, i highly recommend it for everyone. So anyways, yeah it was also a crackin roaddd trip! we saved hella money on food, cuhs we know how to pack food the right way! ;) yee. the only sad part was not being able to shop at the biggest outlet in the east coast which was on the way back home. it was torture passing by it on the freeway, SLOWLY because of the daang traffic. our team made a pact: " no T.v or Movies, and we must watch training everyday for atleast an hour" omgahhh so hard ! haha :( the person that gives in first has to give everyone 20 bucks. I think arlo lost already :) hahahah.
today, the last day of break, i kicked it with J.p, and we watched bed time stories, and kicked it in the plaza. it was fun. i bought a new calenderr, and a cars set for jeffrey. hes so spoiled =p haha ontop of the dope boxers i got from palm springs, unhh huh, and theres no holiday! i just got it for this nigga. :)
so now, i just got off the phone with someone. wont say who. but I''m really glad he/she called. They were going through a bunch of hard times, and stress. So i gave advice. Whats shocking is that I'm not close to this person, but they said their glad that we had that talk. My point here is....in life, you learn to define yourself everyday, you learn something new everyday until you stop breathing. God, throws obstacles at you in your life so you can over come them to become a better person, to learn from your mistakes and your experiences, so that maybe..just maybe someday, you can talk to someone, give them advice to help prevent their mistakes that you've already made. you can make a difference in someone elses' life, and it really could be anybody. Seriously, straight up, drama is just pointless, ridiculous, and a waste of time. Insted of spending time being mad at someone, you can be helping out someone that has worse problems that you'll ever have. If you have not noticed yet, being mad or sad at anyone or at a situation takes more energy from you, then being naturally happy. just be yourself. be thankful that your alive, do not ever think that your life has no purpose because it does. if you are thinking that, and i found out you think that, i will really slap the sense into you. YOU are the greatest gift that was ever given, LIFE- Jesus gave you LIFE to help the world become a better place. NO im not saying that your going to end up being super man. But being YOU will help the world, because you do have a purpose of living. Ofcourse you will run into problems in the long run, but being sad about it will do what? NOTHING! so dont waste your time on being depressed. its not worth it. you deserve to be happy, and realize that you are so blessed to be alive. There are so many kids that dont have parents, or there are so many parents that lost their kids. People die so young, and what pisses me off is that teenagers these days trip about not being able to go out! or over their boyfriend/ girlfriend relationships. little things that people get mad about is just a waste of time. Be thankful to be alive, for having family and friends that care about you. Because they are the ones who are always there. Pray to God , and thank him for giving you life, and for to still be living. If you lost loved ones, still Pray to God, and thank him for giving THEM life, thank him for giving you the chance to get to know the incredible people they are and move on. It takes time, to heal. You have to be patient. Just be yourself, live every day like there is no tomorrow. Be happy. Learn from your mistakes, and move on! don't live on your past, live the present, its called "present" because its a gift.
"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."
this means, when you pass away, there will be a tomb stone upon your grave, showing the year you were born, then a line, then the year you pass away. but those two years written are not what matters, what matters is what you make your life within those years. so make it happen. have a dream, a big dream, and bring it to life, or you'll never live =)
if anyone needs advice, im here, i dont care if i dont know you. ill try my best to help you out. Life is a blessing, use it to the fullest.
3:19 am. goodnight world. =]
anyways i just got back from palm springs last night. I went with my mama, Nikko. J, Justine.J, Arlo, and Lisa. it was helllaaa funn =] , and i learned so much. Even though what I'm doing is business and entrepreneur stuff, i love and cherish every thing about it, because not only do I learn about how to become a millionaire someday, but i learn so much about life in general, and how to make myself a better person. Leadership training is really good to experience, i highly recommend it for everyone. So anyways, yeah it was also a crackin roaddd trip! we saved hella money on food, cuhs we know how to pack food the right way! ;) yee. the only sad part was not being able to shop at the biggest outlet in the east coast which was on the way back home. it was torture passing by it on the freeway, SLOWLY because of the daang traffic. our team made a pact: " no T.v or Movies, and we must watch training everyday for atleast an hour" omgahhh so hard ! haha :( the person that gives in first has to give everyone 20 bucks. I think arlo lost already :) hahahah.
today, the last day of break, i kicked it with J.p, and we watched bed time stories, and kicked it in the plaza. it was fun. i bought a new calenderr, and a cars set for jeffrey. hes so spoiled =p haha ontop of the dope boxers i got from palm springs, unhh huh, and theres no holiday! i just got it for this nigga. :)
so now, i just got off the phone with someone. wont say who. but I''m really glad he/she called. They were going through a bunch of hard times, and stress. So i gave advice. Whats shocking is that I'm not close to this person, but they said their glad that we had that talk. My point here is....in life, you learn to define yourself everyday, you learn something new everyday until you stop breathing. God, throws obstacles at you in your life so you can over come them to become a better person, to learn from your mistakes and your experiences, so that maybe..just maybe someday, you can talk to someone, give them advice to help prevent their mistakes that you've already made. you can make a difference in someone elses' life, and it really could be anybody. Seriously, straight up, drama is just pointless, ridiculous, and a waste of time. Insted of spending time being mad at someone, you can be helping out someone that has worse problems that you'll ever have. If you have not noticed yet, being mad or sad at anyone or at a situation takes more energy from you, then being naturally happy. just be yourself. be thankful that your alive, do not ever think that your life has no purpose because it does. if you are thinking that, and i found out you think that, i will really slap the sense into you. YOU are the greatest gift that was ever given, LIFE- Jesus gave you LIFE to help the world become a better place. NO im not saying that your going to end up being super man. But being YOU will help the world, because you do have a purpose of living. Ofcourse you will run into problems in the long run, but being sad about it will do what? NOTHING! so dont waste your time on being depressed. its not worth it. you deserve to be happy, and realize that you are so blessed to be alive. There are so many kids that dont have parents, or there are so many parents that lost their kids. People die so young, and what pisses me off is that teenagers these days trip about not being able to go out! or over their boyfriend/ girlfriend relationships. little things that people get mad about is just a waste of time. Be thankful to be alive, for having family and friends that care about you. Because they are the ones who are always there. Pray to God , and thank him for giving you life, and for to still be living. If you lost loved ones, still Pray to God, and thank him for giving THEM life, thank him for giving you the chance to get to know the incredible people they are and move on. It takes time, to heal. You have to be patient. Just be yourself, live every day like there is no tomorrow. Be happy. Learn from your mistakes, and move on! don't live on your past, live the present, its called "present" because its a gift.
"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."
this means, when you pass away, there will be a tomb stone upon your grave, showing the year you were born, then a line, then the year you pass away. but those two years written are not what matters, what matters is what you make your life within those years. so make it happen. have a dream, a big dream, and bring it to life, or you'll never live =)
if anyone needs advice, im here, i dont care if i dont know you. ill try my best to help you out. Life is a blessing, use it to the fullest.
3:19 am. goodnight world. =]
Thursday, January 1, 2009
A New Year
Happy New Year! Yes, 2008 was full of memories that I will definately cherish, but there will be more to come. Heres my first blog, I decided to make one because everyone else has one, so why not?
**My New Years resolution(s):
-Stay In Shape
-Avoid Procrastination PLEASE
-Try to smile more often
-Go to church more
-Don't think so much
-Live life like there's no tomorro.
-think of others more than yourself
*& more
Last night, New Years Eve was okay. I spent it with my mom and my inay (that's what my family calls my grandma). We threw coins at 12 midnight, just because its a tradition which symbolizes "to continue our wealth through out this new year" . My dog was just sitting on the floor watching us go crazy. haha. It was cool. After that short period, my inay went to sleep, and my mom and I stayed up watching College Road Trip that movie is "okay" i guess...then yeah, now its the first day of 2009, and I'm still moving into my brothers old room, so my inay could use my current one. Mhm. Tomorrow morning, I'm leaving to Palm Springs for a "vacation" but its really for an ACN training trip. It'll be fun, because there is snow up there. So hopefully, everything will turn out right. Jeffrey is supposed to come over today to watch Narnia 1 & 2 with me but...I really don't feel good. =( so its going to have to wait. okay, well this blog was pretty boring..haha, okay more later. peace.
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