Life

its 2:45 am. school is going to start in about 5 hours and i still can't sleep. I've tried, but i really can't. Its like I have winter break jet lag :( kawawa

anyways i just got back from palm springs last night. I went with my mama, Nikko. J, Justine.J, Arlo, and Lisa. it was helllaaa funn =] , and i learned so much. Even though what I'm doing is business and entrepreneur stuff, i love and cherish every thing about it, because not only do I learn about how to become a millionaire someday, but i learn so much about life in general, and how to make myself a better person. Leadership training is really good to experience, i highly recommend it for everyone. So anyways, yeah it was also a crackin roaddd trip! we saved hella money on food, cuhs we know how to pack food the right way! ;) yee. the only sad part was not being able to shop at the biggest outlet in the east coast which was on the way back home. it was torture passing by it on the freeway, SLOWLY because of the daang traffic. our team made a pact: " no T.v or Movies, and we must watch training everyday for atleast an hour" omgahhh so hard ! haha :( the person that gives in first has to give everyone 20 bucks. I think arlo lost already :) hahahah.

today, the last day of break, i kicked it with J.p, and we watched bed time stories, and kicked it in the plaza. it was fun. i bought a new calenderr, and a cars set for jeffrey. hes so spoiled =p haha ontop of the dope boxers i got from palm springs, unhh huh, and theres no holiday! i just got it for this nigga. :)

so now, i just got off the phone with someone. wont say who. but I''m really glad he/she called. They were going through a bunch of hard times, and stress. So i gave advice. Whats shocking is that I'm not close to this person, but they said their glad that we had that talk. My point here is....in life, you learn to define yourself everyday, you learn something new everyday until you stop breathing. God, throws obstacles at you in your life so you can over come them to become a better person, to learn from your mistakes and your experiences, so that maybe..just maybe someday, you can talk to someone, give them advice to help prevent their mistakes that you've already made. you can make a difference in someone elses' life, and it really could be anybody. Seriously, straight up, drama is just pointless, ridiculous, and a waste of time. Insted of spending time being mad at someone, you can be helping out someone that has worse problems that you'll ever have. If you have not noticed yet, being mad or sad at anyone or at a situation takes more energy from you, then being naturally happy. just be yourself. be thankful that your alive, do not ever think that your life has no purpose because it does. if you are thinking that, and i found out you think that, i will really slap the sense into you. YOU are the greatest gift that was ever given, LIFE- Jesus gave you LIFE to help the world become a better place. NO im not saying that your going to end up being super man. But being YOU will help the world, because you do have a purpose of living. Ofcourse you will run into problems in the long run, but being sad about it will do what? NOTHING! so dont waste your time on being depressed. its not worth it. you deserve to be happy, and realize that you are so blessed to be alive. There are so many kids that dont have parents, or there are so many parents that lost their kids. People die so young, and what pisses me off is that teenagers these days trip about not being able to go out! or over their boyfriend/ girlfriend relationships. little things that people get mad about is just a waste of time. Be thankful to be alive, for having family and friends that care about you. Because they are the ones who are always there. Pray to God , and thank him for giving you life, and for to still be living. If you lost loved ones, still Pray to God, and thank him for giving THEM life, thank him for giving you the chance to get to know the incredible people they are and move on. It takes time, to heal. You have to be patient. Just be yourself, live every day like there is no tomorrow. Be happy. Learn from your mistakes, and move on! don't live on your past, live the present, its called "present" because its a gift.

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."

this means, when you pass away, there will be a tomb stone upon your grave, showing the year you were born, then a line, then the year you pass away. but those two years written are not what matters, what matters is what you make your life within those years. so make it happen. have a dream, a big dream, and bring it to life, or you'll never live =)

if anyone needs advice, im here, i dont care if i dont know you. ill try my best to help you out. Life is a blessing, use it to the fullest.

3:19 am. goodnight world. =]