Life after high school.

I should blog more?

here's a quickie:

hmm..so I am super involved with in school, like a nerd. Suprisingly, I've decided to attend community for two years right after I graduate, maybe napa. For two good reasons: one, I'll save HELLA money (even w/the scholorships) & two: I don't know what I want to major in yet. Then I plan on transferring to a UC, my ultimate goal/dream is CAL. Because I can :)
so yeah, boring boring boring. Idk if i should be looking foward to it, i mean, i am...but I'm hella gonna miss what i do. like fuhh. At the same time i wouldn't go back to high school, EVER. haha. I know I'm gonna be seperated from hella people that i talk to now. except for the close ones. duh. thats what Fb, myspace, & twitter is for, right? hah. I've heard hella stories about life after high school. from alumni, family, etc. But I'm definately in NO RUSH. enjoying every fcukin second that i can with the class of dimessX.

=)

guess what

I'm in love.

feelin like

:)

reality check

shit happens.

toyed with my affliction

Thought long, hard, & tried everything. My body is fatigue, not literally but emotionally. My affliction was toyed and played with which brought me to this decision. This is a warning to everybody; Don't mess with me, cause I Don't play. I'll admit I did mess up, but damn, really? . This sucks because it's a stupid reason for this journey to end. The words I thought I wouldn't hear for a long time was announced in the most serious manner: " Atleast We're Friends. " It crushed me. Made me feel weak for a second, until I realized I was born into a brand new stronger person who won't let this typical high school shit get in the way of her dreams and everything in between it. Something called life.

This is the start of something new, and if you have some shit to say, say it to my face. Cause I will find out. I'm not stupid. No longer tied down, no longer dealin with this shit, moving on, moving forward, and looking foward to this journey called life. If your in mine, then your fuckin special, if your not than YOUR LOSS. I'm in a "i don't give a fuck" mood. Being as real as i can be.

-Regine Alojado.

my six titles

1. asb president
2. interact club: president
3. band council: vice pres.
4. drumline: co-captain
5. drumline: bass captain/sec. leader
6. book club: secretary

wow. i'm really going to be bussy this year. this is the reason why i decided not to take any ap or honors classes, because all the extra curricular activities would really ef up my grades. so i didn't even bother. i know what i'm doing is what i love. honestly, cross my heart. I'm excited, and happy, like..you don't even know. Like i said, i will commit, not TRY to commit, but WILL COMMIT. i feel happy where i'm at individually. although, i don't in general. with the seniors. i can tell something is breaking us apart, and its not cool at all. I dont know what to do, who to ask. At this point, i really do wish that time machines were real. at the same time i dont, i have my reasons. as it seems currently, we definately don't have the same friends. who's to blame? idk. no one i guess. well thats my opinion. i feel as it just "happend".. I'm not taking ___ too seriously either, and its really helping..
i just wish that one person, that i had, were here. so i can talk to someone that isn't involved in all this mess. this suuuuuuuuucks major balls right now. :(
idk why i'm thinking about this so much. maybe i need another get away. meet new freakin people. should i just keep doing with what i'm doing and not trip about you know what? or ... do something that might make it worse. ? idk mannnnn. wack. this is bad, i feel as if i'm complaining. which i am. ugh wtf. i guess i'll just go with my flow and see what happens. cause honestly im still trying for you but to this point i really really dont know if its going to work out. you say your friends are always going to be your friends but i know for a fact, i'm either going to have to live with what i dont like, or just leave a good thing and live with dignity. dont cha hate 50/50 situations? well i can say " i know how you feel ". especially right now. as things seemed they were getting better, under everything, it wasn't. i hope im not being fooled, by fools. we'll see what happens. right now, all i can say is, i know who my TRUE FRIENDS are. and will ALWAYS BE. <3

"good things fall apart so BETTER things can fall together"

through this minor/major drama, I'm still going to fight. bitch.
:)

-me

Life as I know it

First of all, lesson definately learned, actions speak way louder than words. I've found a new passion in which I'm not so great at. I'm ready to do what it takes to be great. Instead of thinking how bad I did, I'm thinking what I can do to make me do better next time, and just go UP from here. To make it short, I have a lot to work on. School, my classes are pretty easy this year, and I'm glad because I don't have to stress as much. The first three days were aiight, got my locker, books. Teachers are cool. Two of them talk a lil too much =) hah its all goood thou. I need to start driving already. I'm running for vice president for band council so vote for me bitches =) haha. I have two stalkers o.o creeepy. I'm hungry. I'm confuesed with the high school dramas again.

WACK