whata week

damn, so one of my most productive weeks!. so since the last time i posted...i was talking about crab feed comin up. Wel, that day, i woke up for school at 7 then, i couldnt even get up! like my body felt hella light.. i was scared. but my mom said my body was over fatigue. and yeahh...cuhs the day before... i got home at 10 at night cuhs of DL practice, and yeahhh. soo i ended up sleeping around 12-1 am . cuhs of homework. /=

CRAB FEED.
this year it was good/okay/alright i guess. i was hella trippin in the beginning. i was getting hella annoyed though. cuhs it was kinda unorganized while we were setting up. And on top of that, the parents were yelling, not crackin. but as time went by, i was put in charge for decorations. big woop. yeahh, idk though... i feel like i just dont belong anymore. not wanted... i was hella sad... i couldnt even talk to jeff about it... and i just kept putting it off. damn... but other than that...we played and it was pretty good. and once i started serving.. i forgot about everything else and cheered up. =) $14 tip. THANKS to spotty for taking over my shift during my break =p
yeahh, it was a success though. we made around $1000 just on raffles. :D and like $410 on Tips .
not bad. I was so tired that night.

FIRST COMP; Amador Valley High
deyumm, not much to say about this one. BUT while we preformed...it felt good, wasnt nervous, felt like i was at practice...there was alot of "off" moments throughout the pit and battery. butttt we'll fix that! and on the way there, i fell asleep. ha good nap though. yap, what else, we took 2nd outa 2. yap, mmmmmmm..... :) SO i tried to make it to awards...but i was hungry....so i went eat instead...then i started walking towards the gym. with..ben. then we saw every one walking the opposite direction! aghhh. hah, yes we missed it.. then i asked Vallejo kids if it was over. they said yeah. btw, you vallejo kids are nice :) i left early, and went to my cousins debut....

Maes Debut

it was crackin. hellla people. too many niggas not enough...you know. yeah. music/dj was cooh, but some ppl were posted, and i felt uncomfortable cuhs i didnt know anyone really...but i re-met this guy, we used to play when we were little..and he looks hella diff now.. i mean ofcourse why wouldnt he...its been like years... but i remember when he gave me one of those sour airhead candies,when we were little, and he told me to try it.. and when i noticed it was sour..he took it and let it run under water so the sour taste would go away. :) aw. haha.
oh and there was this guy that sang for my cousin...and he was HELLA good. omgah....my heart almost melted right then and there...imma ask him to sing at my cotillion :) ill post pictures up later.. i hella cried when i did my cousins speech. couldnt help it dangit. yeah, slept over, and watched her open her moneys & gifts this morning. got home, and worked on the dangit gatsby pproject with mark.a, jeffrey, pam, & huong. haha its funny so far. and due tmro. we're screwweed. no dvd, just a USB.

Stuff To Be Excited for:
Rodriguez Comp
Snowboarding with the Cousins
Reno with the Cousins
this weekend baby ;)

I'm Hella sleepy, and my thinking almost took over me again, until i read another blog about the comp yesterday.... but i just noticed...that when i see something that i get jelous of...i feel unsatisfied...i know its all in my head...but its hella hard to control...trust me. i tried to get rid of it... =( night.